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Monday, February 15th, 2010

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    12:42a
    “Not for them, JaredThat's enough!” “I need one...
    “Not for them, JaredThat's enough!”
    “I need one like Jamie'sI don't know enough about HealingI have to see exactly what to doI
    would have done it before, but I wasn't sure I'd be able to driveSomeone will notice if I don't go inside soon
    Jared thought it through quicklyHe was the best, as Jeb had said, because he could see what
    had to be done and do it fastI heard the steely sound of the knife coming out of the sheath
    “You want to do it?”
    He inhaled sharply
    I took the ugly knifeIt had a heavy handle and was very sharp; it came black quilted chanel bag to a tapered point at the
    tip
    I didn't let myself think about itI didn't want to give myself a chance to be a cowardThe arm,
    not the leg–that's all I paused to decideMy knees were scarredI didn't want to have to hide
    that, too
    I held my left arm out; my hand was shakingI braced it against the door and then twisted my
    head so that I could bite down on the headrestI held the knife's handle awkwardly but tightly
    in my right handI pressed the point against the skin of my forearm so I wouldn't missThen I
    closed my eyes
    Jared was chanel 5 ladies handbag breathing too hardI had to be fast or he would stop me
    Just pretend it's a shovel opening the ground,I told myself
    I jammed the knife into my arm
    The headrest muffled my scream, but it was still too loudThe knife fell from my hand–jerking
    sickeningly out from the muscle–and then clunked against the floor
    “Wanda!” Jared rasped
    I couldn't answer yetI tried to choke back the other screams I felt comingI'd been right not to
    do this before driving
    “Let me see!”
    “Stay there,” I gasped
    I heard the blanket rustling behind me despite my warningI real black and white chanel purse pulled my left arm against my body
    and yanked the door open with my right handJared's hand brushed my back as I half fell out the
    doorIt wasn't a restraint
    “I'll be right back,” I coughed out, and then I kicked the door shut behind me
    I stumbled across the lot, fighting nausea and panicThey seemed to balance each other
    out–one keeping the other from taking control of my bodyThe pain wasn't too bad–or rather, I
    couldn't feel it as much anymoreI was going into shockToo many kinds of pain, too close
    togetherHot liquid rolled down my discount chanel quilted handbag fingers and dripped to the pavementI wondered if I could
    move those fingers
    The woman behind the reception desk–middle-aged, with dark chocolate skin and a few silver
    threads in her black hair–jumped to her feet when I lurched through the automatic doors
    “Oh, no! Oh, dear!” She grabbed a microphone, and her next words echoed from the ceiling,
    magnified“Healer Knits! I need you in reception! This is an emergency!”
    “No I tried to speak calmly, but I swayed in place
    She put the microphone down and hurried around to where I stood louis vuitton vienna bag swaying

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